He Is We - Blame It On The Rain (Acoustic)

I fell in love with this song.

The music is so simple but casual and easy listening. The lyric, I think it’s about a boy who does not realize how big a girl’s feel for him. It’s commonly happened, in a crush, or even in relationship. And, surely the girl is too afraid to say what she feels since she’s not sure for what is in the boy’s heart.

Surely, It happens.

"Blame It On The Rain"

You, got me caught in all this mess.
I guess, we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can’t have you,
I can’t have you.

Tell me does she look at you the way I do,
Try to understand the words you say,
and the way you move.
Does she get the same big rush,
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?

I catch my breath,
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart it breaks at the thought of her holding you.

Does she look at you the way I do,
Try to understand the words you say,
and the way you move.
Does she get the same big rush,
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more then a crush?
(Is it more than a crush?)

Maybe I’m alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude knowing,
If I had but just one kiss this whole room,
Would be glowing.
We’d be glowing,
We’d be glowing.

Does she, tell me, does she look at you the way I do,
Try to understand the words you say,
and the way you move.
Does she get the same big rush,
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?
(More than a crush)

Skripsweet

Skripsi tiada akhir menjadi sebuah cerita menarik dalam hidupku. ya sejak kapan ya aku mulai skripsi ini. berganti judul terus sampai akhirnya aku berjodoh dg judul skripsi terakhir ini (mudah”an).

pengen memang cepat mengakhiri fase hidup di kampus ini. segera dapat hidup tanpa ada ikatan kampus. meskipun jelas bukan kehidupan yang lebih santai memang.

tapi ada kelegaan ketika sebuah fase bisa telewati.

in my head

Kamu tahu apa yang paling menyenangkan menjadi seseorang yang suka menulis?

Hm, kalau menurutku, yang paling menyenangkan menjadi seorang yang suka menulis sepertiku adalah karena aku bebas membentangkan imajinasiku seluas-luasnya, bercerita tentang apapun tanpa batas yang pasti, dan menjadi siapapun yang aku mau.

Breaking Benjamin - Rain (acoustic live)

I think the song is about being stuck in a situation that you don't like... it can be a relationship, or just being stranded somewhere... you're waiting for a nicer day or thing so you can get out of there, and move on to better things...

“RAIN”

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,
I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion of
A heart to wrap around
so I can find my way around
Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Tahu Bagaimana Rasanya -- Andry & Lala

Suddenly found this song. Collaboration between writer and musician. Somehow I feel this song fit in me..Nice song...

hear in here --> http://bit.ly/piaoWR 

Tahu Bagaimana Rasanya

Tahu bagaimana rasanya mencinta

dia yang takkan pernah mencintaimu

Tahu bagaimana rasanya merindu

dia yang takkan bisa membalas rindumu

Kutahu rasanya, sakitnya karena kau yang tak pernah mau tahu akan cintaku

kutahu rasanya, sampai mengilu karena kau tetap tak bisa pedulikan hatiku

Tahu bagaimana rasanya memanggil

dia seolah tuli tuk teriakmu

tahu bagaimana rasanya menangis

dia yang tak pernah merasa melukaimu

Kutahu rasanya, sakitnya karena kau yang tak pernah mau tahu akan cintaku

kutahu rasanya, sampai mengilu karena kau tetap tak bisa pedulikan hatiku

pedulikan hatiku, oh!

Cobalah kau sedikit mengerti betapa sulitnya menjadi aku

kujatuh terlampau dalam di hatimu

kini kamu tahu; rasaku, inginku, jeritan sakitku

Berhentilah menjadi lelaki itu

Mengertilah sulitnya menjadi aku

Sudah matikah rasamu tuk mengerti sakitku?

Apa karena mati rasamu, kau harus tak peduli?

6 bulan

Mungkinkah cinta berubah rasa?

Atau punya kadaluarsa?

Karena aku merasakan ada sedikit beda antara kita.

Benarkah cinta bisa lenyap dari hati, menguap saat mentari bersinar terlampau terik?

Atau memudar karena sering di basuh hujan?

Atau sesungguhnya cinta tidak pergi kemana-mana; sembunyi saja sampai ia ingin ditemukan kembali, suatu masa nanti?

Cinta tidak pergi kemana-mana sepertinya. Tidak pula sembunyi. Ia hanya berpindah ke ruang lain di hatiku. 

Dari pria itu..ke kamu.

Kamu yang berhasil buat aku jatuh cinta lagi,.tolong jangan lari .

Selamat datang, kamu.

cinta yg baru!

 Jangan berpindah-pindah dulu. Semoga selamanya kamu di situ. Bertahan lebih lama, di situ. Ya?

08.09.11 

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17 september 2011. While listening The diary of Jane – Breaking Benjamin.

After a long long process of thinking, finally I found reality of my life.

 Bittersweet. So many shit happens. But kinda challenging.

First, I have to face the fact that I cannot graduate this year.

Well, so many factors caused this. And I don’t think I would share it here.

Fortunately, my parents have no problem with that. They said it’s not a big deal since there’s nothing we can do about it. They said to me that maybe this is the best way that my God gives to me. But they emphasize me not  to be under pressure of this.

While the other hand, I can’t lie my heart that I want it happen soon. I want to have a job, I want to earn my own money and helps my parent. And honestly, I wanna away from this thesis. It’s hard for me to write things in a good manner. It seems block my creativity to write expressive-spontaneous- writing which I like the most.

Second, me n my family finally moved out.

but recently, my papa decide to sell our house in Jakarta and buy a land in here.

Well..just see what we’ll happen.

Third, I thought I change into a worse personality. I mean, for someone..i became an miserable person.

I don’t know why.

 But I cant deny that I just react for what treats me.

I just hope I can be a better person. And hopes someone will understand that I really try my best.